Friends?

Why can't a girl and a guy just stay friends? Just because they seem close, it doesn't imply anything. Yet, most people don't know the meaning of close. Yes, I agree that i'm close with her but why can't people just see it as a friendly relationship and not an intimate one? Just like Kelly and Alex, even though i do disturb her quite abit but i believe they are just very good friends! Why can people of the opposite sex just stay friends? Honestly, i've got almost as much female friends to the male counterparts. If people noticed that i was close to her, they should see me with other girls! There's Angie, Happy Birthday, by the wayyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I would say I'm pretty close to her even though there's no sparks or butterflies or whatsoever. Then there's people like Steffi or Dina, whom i treat as equals with my guy friends! The thing is, female friends offer a different perspective from guys. Both would have their pros and cons... so for those thinking that only single sex friendships, you're really losing out man:P
A bit short eh?? Next , on to suicide! Time is of the essence, 10 mins left! Really, I can understand why people would want to kill themselves as I've thought about it. Deep emotional turbulence, psychological pressure, etc, etc.. sucks really but I've realized that killing yourself is only being irresponsible( which many people are anyway) and it hurts those that love you most! Nothing and i mean nothing is worse than hurting those close to your heart! Furthermore, u're only running away from your problems, not solving it. All of this may sound very cliche but it's the truth. One last thing, after hitting rock bottom, you can only rise but if you're dead, how are you able to achieve that? (Unless you rise to Heaven but according to Christianity, u go to Hell!) Which is kinda harsh.. but no one has the right to take anyone's life including one's self except God. Made my point eh?
That's it for now, just wanna say Sweet 19 eggy Birthday to angie again!! miss u so so muchh, was really nice to talk to u again today!! will be waiting for u to come back kl, so that we can go lepak again!!! ciao!!