long overdued

so, i haven't wrote anything since d fire but there seem to be just that wherever i go lately. was at the mall yesterday and outside, a street lamp caught on fire. i actually think i might be afraid of it one day....

been one month in japan. not that i'm too busy to write here. somehow, just lazy. well, for guy readers.. girls here r overrated. i mean cute r cute but sigh.. i just dunno. n my class doesnt have any girls, so i got no chance to interact with them at all.

how do i feel after one month? not much. still tryin to mix in with the japs. i'm not gonna be like d iranian girl that's finding problem to mix in. she's right though. mixing in is not about language. her's a awesome btw. it's mentality and interests. i can speak horrible jap n yet i think i'm doing better than her. i have a handy ds to make friends. cheating? guys r guys anywhere in the world. interests dont change much wherever you go. this is inside a guy's mind: games,cars,chicks,tv, electronics and comp stuff. sports too. i'm not sayin i'm buddy buddy with them yet but hopefully in due time.

studies are well studies. i think too mch about d future. 3 yrs from now, wat am i gonna do???? wad?? no idea.

i can't seem to let go of the past. i should move on. but somehow i can't. people do say ' hold on to what's good' dont they? but the more i try the more it seems to slip further away. a clean slate here? i realized moving to no matter where is the same. some things just dont run away... friends especially. i cant really let go of old ones to make new ones. blah, talking gibberish.

my minds all blurry n messy. don't mind me. i'm not a miserable guy here. i'll let pics do d talking instead.